Dated 5 June 2012

I think that I will die for work one day.. Guess what, I am in love with the busy life.. I just simply can't let myself slow down.. No way and it couldn't happen! Am I pushing myself too hard!? Back to the way, I have been living not like a normal life that a gal should have.. Been too strong all the while and it still goes on.. To prove myself to show myself, I am going to do that.. I am deciding for myself and not you.. So hell yeah.. Follow me if you agree with me.. Don't try to say you know me or change me when you don't really know how to.. I am that kind of easygoing person, but it doesn't mean that I don't have my own thought..

Hell yeah! Say cheese to my in love busy life... I am flying up and up..!

Gosh! This is so unbelievable... I found you back my dear blogspot!! You has been lost for the past 2 years! And now you back to me again..

Say yeah to the world!

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SPEECHLESS!!!
bring me out of here please..i wan to go back to brisbane i WANT TO!!!!!

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Just get back from one interview session,
honestly,it really make me down..
never met the situation before,
don't know how to answer in the best way though i can do it well..
just one word to describe,FAILED!!

BUCK UP~!!
i will do better next time!!!!!

I AM UNHAPPY!!

Looking and looking...
Searching and searching...
but still nothing here...
i know i must be patient...
but i need money badly NOW!!
don feel like wanna getting money from my dad anymore..
and really damn BROKE~!!
job hunted..and hope to get one soon.....


thanks,you know i'm referring to u....
thanks for staying by my side....
thanks for giving me everything....
love ya~

just found that everything had changed after so many year..it seems so familiar but yet it's a perfect stranger..what if it goes back to the year..what if everything still the same..it'll never have what if..



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I wish i can..

everything is different now...
it wont be the same...
and i wont be that bad too...
buck up..!!
turn it off.........

where are u when u need u...so near but yet so far away..
i wanna go back to brissy land...
a land which can really make me feel happy..
i miss it..........







speechleSS!!!!!

Say bye to 2009 and say hi to 2010 at the same time...
2009..a meaningful year for me,i never thought that i can be here..
never thought that i will have a new bunch of friends..
never thought that it will be so fun....
and now...it's time to say bye..
i will take it as a deepest memory to me..
the feelings of three year ago come again..
i hate the feeling of depart but yet i still have to face it,
as i am not a child anymore..
2010..
what will it be?
i am looking forward for it...

Hi and Bye is just a word and a expression,
but these two different words imply an utterly different feeling...

came back from a trip which is full with tease by two guys...
what happened in that trip..phew...i was a maid..i was a joke..LOL
though i always be the one...anyways...that's not the point...
merry x'mas to those who i unable to celebrate with...
and happy new year...

one year ago...i am still at there...i am still with u...
but now...where is the one....
come on..the new one is waiting for me..
a brand new one...

being emotional at this special moment...

Control is a way to make you better but yet don't get it over..
It will make you turn into a way that you don't even know it..

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I'll do that one day...

To be stronger and stronger as i don't wanna be a loser.....

little gal gone big and have to bear all the risk for her future life..

no more excuse for her..

What would i do when i feel lonely...
What would i do when i feel sad...
What would i do when i hate u...
What would i do when i........

A lot of question in the mind now,
i'll get rid of it soon though....
and yet i'll find out the answer for me...
Good job,well done...

>>>>> RUBBISH!!

What am i doing here when everyone is count down-ing for the time of result out.
trying to praying for everyone,i think i am too greedy,
i want everyone pass as they wish to....
GOD,can you hear from me..i am praying sincerely now...
please,we all need the luck now~~
i had already tried my best, so that i will just wait for it..
no matter how bad is it,i will choose to accept it and try not to be sad...

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Random :

I was fully scheduled for this week..
i went out everyday,and everytime when i want to stay at my freaking hot room,
there must be something to make me out..
what i did during this week...oops~~it's so eventful and full of laughter...
especially last night..our miss xin kei can win the Oscar~~she deserve it...

i do have bunch of GREAT friends here who really light up my life..
and honestly,i am willing to do everything for them~~because i love them..
sometimes i should say that i love my friend more than myself~..!!
dad & mum don't feel sad as they really treat me in a nice way..
(though they always bully me,but i knew that they didn't mean it..  :P)

"I don't want to be called 'the greatest' or 'one of the greatest'; let other guys claim to be the best. I just want to be known as a clown because to me that's the height of my profession. It means you can do everything-sing, dance, and above all, make people laugh."

A very eventful night..
i'm worrying about that and made ME did something really embarrassingly..
thanks for your shoulder sexy,i need it since long time ago..
and now!!
i'll be better..and till the best...
it will be the last,i promise..
take everything as easier as i can...
and i knew that i can do that....
SLAP myself..make it clear...
must be steady!!
ya!!~~

oops~
i slept for 11 hours...what the..
but it's really exhausted!!and now..headache..serve me right..!!
what do you think about me?LOL..!!
i admitted that i am not a good gal~
and BAD indeed..
BAD friend,BAD child,even a BAD human being..!!!!
bullshit~!
CRAPS... 

LOL...
random!!

Being crazy is part of my life,

you choose to be with me,

or ignore me?

it's up to you as i am just being who am i,

and the way i like to be

I have to write this down...thanks lot~~you helped me to kill cockroach AGAIN!!!
i admitted that i am just too timid..
Everytime when i see a cockroach, i will just walk away or ask my dad to kill it...
i don't even dare to kill it~i know it's smaller than me and i shouldn't scare it..but i just can't do that..
this time the cockroach comes again...!!!!
and the most important thing is it flies!~~!!!!~~oh my god!!!!
can anyone tell me how to kill a cockroach when you're really afraid of it....
what i did is just leave it there,and i dont even know is it still inside my room..
so i hide inside my blanket for the whole night!!dad~~~i really need you so much ...
luckily wq helped me to kill it just now~~~~sorry gal....
such a sin to you...!!!!really thanks lot.....
If not,i will hide inside my blanket again~~
and gosh!!i stayed with the ugly,stupid,disgusting cockroach for whole night...
all cockroach's friend please don't come to me!!
sorry for killing your friend but i didn't mean it..
if i didn't do that,i think i will be the one who die 1st~~LOL


and random again...


two more to go...the holiday is coming soon~~and i will enjoy it till the max!!!!!!!!FOR SURE~~