I dreamt AGAIN as usual,i can be a full-time dreamer..no doubt!!!
i can't really remember what in my dream but i knew i was crying and my mum was there...
what happened?
and the most ridiculous thing is i was crying when i awaken from the dream,it doesn't feel good...
the times that i dream become more frequent,i used to dream..
but now i can even have either nightmare or sweet dream for almost every night..
what the heck is that?can i have a sleep tight night?i wish i can....
ya,after this dream,i miss my mum badly now....
i need her,but she is just too far away from me...
and i don even dare to tell her about this dream,
because that i know she will worry about me for sure....
forget all those..and start my new day......
A dream is the one that can reflect what you're thinking,but sometimes it imply the things that gonna happen..
I found that i don't really know how to talk to you,
i found that the topic between us become lesser and lesser...
You meant to me...
And i just realised that..
Both of us had changed,but are we still the same us?
no one will know about that..never as i can't figure it out as well...
You seems to be a perfect stranger to me,
you know me well yet you are so unco..
“It's all right for a perfect stranger to kiss your hand as long as he's perfect.”
Take a breath,take a deep and calm yourself..that's the thing i have to do now..feels so annoying now..because of what he said?oops.maybe..or i'm just in the right mood..huh,go away,stay me alone just for a while..i'll be fine SOON...as what i always say,i always that ok..so that,it is the same for this time....COOL~
finish venting....
When you can't do something truly useful, you tend to vent the pent up energy in something useless but available, like snappy dressing.
Since when i become a blogger..
I don't really type blog in the past few years but i am loving it now...to the previous me,i feel that i have nothing to type in my blog,what i do in the blog is all about copy and paste those story that i feel meaningful..but now,i like to express my feelings here as sometimes i don't really know how to say it out..i am not misdoubt all my friends whereas i am just poor in sharing..that's why i am here now..
BLOG,as what we know,that's a space for our own-self to vent,and there is another function for that as well..we can know everyone's recent situation from there but only if they type it out..this space become my closest friend and i really like it a lot..it helps me to bring away those sadness and bring happy to me after typing all those sorrow..I"M LOVING IT...
Happiness is always a by-product. It is probably a matter of temperament, and for anything I know it may be glandular. But it is not something that can be demanded from life, and if you are not happy you had better stop worrying about it and see what treasures you can pluck from your own brand of unhappiness.
Why?i am wondering about that too..just without any reason...and i don't even sad for that huh (though someone always ask me don't sad)..i am really not....LOL..
Maybe i am just too arrogant,i always feel that i can handle the so called LOVE in my own way..sometimes i don't even think this kind of thing is important to me..Is it the reason to explain why am i still single now and is it the reason why i can't get it as eternal?I am the one who wanna make it forever but yet i also the one who changed..quite a weird happening isn't it..Do i believe forever love?i don't think so..maybe i just haven't met the one..or maybe this word doesn't exist in my mind.. sounds funny huh,it is...maybe i will change my mind one day but definitely not now..hey,who knows what will happen in the future right,so just enjoy what you now,and don't make yourself regret..
Make it a rule of life never to regret and never to look back. Regret is an appalling waste of energy; you can't build on it; it's only for wallowing in.
Once upon a time,there was a girl called Shiow Hui..She lived in a family which is full of happiness..Her family was not that rich though..She got a parents who really dote on her as she is their own child and maybe the only daughter..And now,that little gal grown up but yet she is still the little gal in her parent's mind..And she knows that,she can be the forever little gal in front of her parents..No matter how bad is she,no matter how stubborn is she,no matter how naughty is she,her parents will accept her...She always proud of her parents..Maybe her parents are not that perfect than others but yet they are too perfect to her..They never say no to her and they will try their best to give her what she want..She is loving with what she had and feels glad about that..
And i am the little gal..
To the one who she love and she miss...
Babe,since when we start to know each others?I have no idea about that,such a short minded me...Is it from SM1? To me,you are such a special friend,the one who can laugh just because a very simple thing,the one who really have no image at all..You can laugh with me,play with me whenever and wherever....Do u still remember that we cried at old town?we are such a joke to others..but we don't really care about that isn't it?Do u still remember that we been crazy in the KTV room?make heaps of noise pollution....got a lot of complaints from others but yet we continued it...Do u still remember that we had a talk in your room?Do you still remember all those which happened around us?Bitch,we are just bitch enough,is it?
Hey,i do miss the times with you,you know?the class which full of your aunty's voice is really entertaining...think that u gonna to kill me when you see this,but i know,u don't mind i said so..haha!!gal,i am going back soon,just wait for me ok?i wanna have fun with you!~!~and i know you are so bored there without me... :P i admitted that i might seldom contact with me,but i do really miss you you know?especially when i feel like wanna be crazy with you...
A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
