~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
Say bye to 2009 and say hi to 2010 at the same time...
2009..a meaningful year for me,i never thought that i can be here..
never thought that i will have a new bunch of friends..
never thought that it will be so fun....
and now...it's time to say bye..
i will take it as a deepest memory to me..
the feelings of three year ago come again..
i hate the feeling of depart but yet i still have to face it,
as i am not a child anymore..
2010..
what will it be?
i am looking forward for it...


Hi and Bye is just a word and a expression,
but these two different words imply an utterly different feeling...
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
came back from a trip which is full with tease by two guys...
what happened in that trip..phew...i was a maid..i was a joke..LOL
though i always be the one...anyways...that's not the point...
merry x'mas to those who i unable to celebrate with...
and happy new year...

one year ago...i am still at there...i am still with u...
but now...where is the one....
come on..the new one is waiting for me..
a brand new one...

being emotional at this special moment...


Control is a way to make you better but yet don't get it over..
It will make you turn into a way that you don't even know it..
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
1

2

3

4

5


I'll do that one day...


To be stronger and stronger as i don't wanna be a loser.....
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
Finally i am free here..i've been busy for the last 10days because of the visiting of my parents...i am too lazy to type out the itinerary here as it was 10days trip and will be a long story to write..but then i have to thanks to my dearest sexy weiqian..thanks for everything..thanks for cheating me and making me cry again..i appreciate it..!!!! thanks for the surprising..thanks for being the camera gal...thanks for entertaining my parents...my best ever sista..!!a big huge hug for u here...and thanks for my darlings here..thanks for making the cake for me..!!!i love u all!~~~such a memorable birthday for me...without you all,i won't have fun at here....

I'm graduated and it means that i will start another new life soon..i don't really wish to start it that soon though..but i have to as i can't be jobless for such a long time...the new life new me is waiting for me..but before that,let me enjoy my life here first...i have already confirmed the date which going back..it means that i gonna miss this lil land soon...it gave me a lot of memory,it gave me a lot of fun,a lot of new friends..i love this land with all those new friends...i wish to stay here longer if i can..



little gal gone big and have to bear all the risk for her future life..
no more excuse for her..
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
What would i do when i feel lonely...
What would i do when i feel sad...
What would i do when i hate u...
What would i do when i........

A lot of question in the mind now,
i'll get rid of it soon though....
and yet i'll find out the answer for me...
Good job,well done...

>>>>> RUBBISH!!
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
What am i doing here when everyone is count down-ing for the time of result out.
trying to praying for everyone,i think i am too greedy,
i want everyone pass as they wish to....
GOD,can you hear from me..i am praying sincerely now...
please,we all need the luck now~~
i had already tried my best, so that i will just wait for it..
no matter how bad is it,i will choose to accept it and try not to be sad...

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Random :
saying bye to the feeling,i knew that i said it for many times,but then i can't make it at the end..but now i hope i can do this..no more suffer for me..NO MORE!!i hate it..i shouldn't be this and i can't..that's not me..take is easy and i am the one to control the feeling,but not the feeling to control me..
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
I was fully scheduled for this week..
i went out everyday,and everytime when i want to stay at my freaking hot room,
there must be something to make me out..
what i did during this week...oops~~it's so eventful and full of laughter...
especially last night..our miss xin kei can win the Oscar~~she deserve it...

i do have bunch of GREAT friends here who really light up my life..
and honestly,i am willing to do everything for them~~because i love them..
sometimes i should say that i love my friend more than myself~..!!
dad & mum don't feel sad as they really treat me in a nice way..
(though they always bully me,but i knew that they didn't mean it..  :P)

"I don't want to be called 'the greatest' or 'one of the greatest'; let other guys claim to be the best. I just want to be known as a clown because to me that's the height of my profession. It means you can do everything-sing, dance, and above all, make people laugh."

~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
A very eventful night..
i'm worrying about that and made ME did something really embarrassingly..
thanks for your shoulder sexy,i need it since long time ago..
and now!!
i'll be better..and till the best...
it will be the last,i promise..
take everything as easier as i can...
and i knew that i can do that....
SLAP myself..make it clear...
must be steady!!
ya!!~~
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
oops~
i slept for 11 hours...what the..
but it's really exhausted!!and now..headache..serve me right..!!
what do you think about me?LOL..!!
i admitted that i am not a good gal~
and BAD indeed..
BAD friend,BAD child,even a BAD human being..!!!!
bullshit~!
CRAPS... 

LOL...
random!!
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
YA..i'm officially FREE now!!i will enjoy my holiday here till the MAX...
come on everyone,have fun with me!!
as my friend you know that i am a crazy human being,
and as my friend you'll also know that some of my attitudes are really out of your expectation.
as what one of my friends said,"yao lai sot??"
oops,sorry~i admitted i am.
and especially for now!

Summer is coming soon and is it the time to be tan
Am i ready for that?
NO
i think so
AND after this freaking hot summer,
i am going back to MALAYSIA SOON!
miss ru,michelle,yeehong,
ALL of you!~!~
wait for me!!!
the night belongs to us is coming
i can't wait for that..
i want to meet with you guys right now!!!



Arhh~~yao lai sot?
yeah,i am!!!
No
i should correct it
i never be normal
:P

Being crazy is part of my life,
you choose to be with me,
or ignore me?
it's up to you as i am just being who am i,
and the way i like to be
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
I have to write this down...thanks lot~~you helped me to kill cockroach AGAIN!!!
i admitted that i am just too timid..
Everytime when i see a cockroach, i will just walk away or ask my dad to kill it...
i don't even dare to kill it~i know it's smaller than me and i shouldn't scare it..but i just can't do that..
this time the cockroach comes again...!!!!
and the most important thing is it flies!~~!!!!~~oh my god!!!!
can anyone tell me how to kill a cockroach when you're really afraid of it....
what i did is just leave it there,and i dont even know is it still inside my room..
so i hide inside my blanket for the whole night!!dad~~~i really need you so much ...
luckily wq helped me to kill it just now~~~~sorry gal....
such a sin to you...!!!!really thanks lot.....
If not,i will hide inside my blanket again~~
and gosh!!i stayed with the ugly,stupid,disgusting cockroach for whole night...
all cockroach's friend please don't come to me!!
sorry for killing your friend but i didn't mean it..
if i didn't do that,i think i will be the one who die 1st~~LOL


and random again...


two more to go...the holiday is coming soon~~and i will enjoy it till the max!!!!!!!!FOR SURE~~
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
     Finally i got a little bit time to type a blog....i was so damn busy for the final...and you know what,library had became my 2nd home...i've been there for more than 8 hours everyday..since when i become so hardworking?and since when i am the one who go library and study?i am wondering about that also....i admitted that i am not a such hardworking student,but for this final i have to force myself to study earlier and as much as i can..though i study earlier i cant really get through of it..one of the subject is so tough and tricky..i cant do the question without the solution..how i gonna do the final?please let me pass this subject~~~~PLEASE....!!!!
     There's a lot of plan after final...i am looking forward to that...i am gonna have fun!!and i will make use of the last 2 months at here...i am gonna to miss the life in UQ a lot...Nothing much to type here as my life now is about the bloody revision...


Good luck to me and also to those who are sitting for exam now





~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
After viewing my cousin's blog,i miss my grandma a lot...we're getting older and older now,and the time we can share with her also become lesser and lesser..but then,she never compliant about that,she always know that we're busying with our stuff and never disturb us..she is the best ever grandma to me..i miss her food,i miss the way she angry with me just because that i always tease her..i still remember that when i was watching the video in my cousin's wedding last year,i just realised that she's really older and thinner now...i never noticed that,and when the video finished,all of my family was crying...it was so touching....

what i can say is we really dote her much...Grandma~i love u...


~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
After studying for hours,it's time for me to relax a bit....
the body now is full of pain..the first part and the most afflictive one is my neck..
it comes again...i think it's time to change a new one..LOL..how i wish it can be better...
and the second part is the stupidest thing,i knocked my face on the toilet's door...
how smart am i...i am wondering how i do that....
the third part is my leg,i knocked again...this time is with a table...
i think that's the fault of the stupid table..
i am trying to blame on the table instead of admitting my careless.. :P

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A story to share :

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up a stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench.  At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.  Devastated by his own actions.......sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.

The next day that man committed suicide. . .  Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life.....

Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved...




Boys and gals,do you feel familiar when you see this story?
It always happen around us,and we'll do the same thing as the father...
Please do remember,
things can be repaired or replaced but people will never be replaced..
The every single,tiny action by others is the way they showing love,
don't try to judge them when you don't understand what they're doing...
you might misunderstand them and make them go far away from you....


the one who love you will never hurt you,
the one who love you will never make you sad or cry,
So that,

I'm trying to love those i love,
and i'm trying to make them happy...


~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
I dreamt AGAIN as usual,i can be a full-time dreamer..no doubt!!!
i can't really remember what in my dream but i knew i was crying and my mum was there...
what happened?
and the most ridiculous thing is i was crying when i awaken from the dream,it doesn't feel good...
the times that i dream become more frequent,i used to dream..
but now i can even have either nightmare or sweet dream for almost every night..
what the heck is that?can i have a sleep tight night?i wish i can....
ya,after this dream,i miss my mum badly now....
i need her,but she is just too far away from me...
and i don even dare to tell her about this dream,
because that i know she will worry about me for sure....
forget all those..and start my new day......

A dream is the one that can reflect what you're thinking,but sometimes it imply the things that gonna happen..
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
I found that i don't really know how to talk to you,
i found that the topic between us become lesser and lesser...
You meant to me...
And i just realised that..
Both of us had changed,but are we still the same us?
no one will know about that..never as i can't figure it out as well...
You seems to be a perfect stranger to me,
you know me well yet you are so unco..


“It's all right for a perfect stranger to kiss your hand as long as he's perfect.”

~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
Take a breath,take a deep and calm yourself..that's the thing i have to do now..feels so annoying now..because of what he said?oops.maybe..or i'm just in the right mood..huh,go away,stay me alone just for a while..i'll be fine SOON...as what i always say,i always that ok..so that,it is the same for this time....COOL~


finish venting....




When you can't do something truly useful, you tend to vent the pent up energy in something useless but available, like snappy dressing.
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~

Since when i become a blogger..
I don't really type blog in the past few years but i am loving it now...to the previous me,i feel that i have nothing to type in my blog,what i do in the blog is all about copy and paste those story that i feel meaningful..but now,i like to express my feelings here as sometimes i don't really know how to say it out..i am not misdoubt all my friends whereas i am just poor in sharing..that's why i am here now..


BLOG,as what we know,that's a space for our own-self to vent,and there is another function for that as well..we can know everyone's recent situation from there but only if they type it out..this space become my closest friend and i really like it a lot..it helps me to bring away those sadness and bring happy to me after typing all those sorrow..I"M LOVING IT...















Happiness is always a by-product.  It is probably a matter of temperament, and for anything I know it may be glandular.  But it is not something that can be demanded from life, and if you are not happy you had better stop worrying about it and see what treasures you can pluck from your own brand of unhappiness.  
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
Why?i am wondering about that too..just without any reason...and i don't even sad for that huh (though someone always ask me don't sad)..i am really not....LOL..

Maybe i am just too arrogant,i always feel that i can handle the so called LOVE in my own way..sometimes i don't even think this kind of thing is important to me..Is it the reason to explain why am i still single now and is it the reason why i can't get it as eternal?I am the one who wanna make it forever but yet i also the one who changed..quite a weird happening isn't it..Do i believe forever love?i don't think so..maybe i just haven't met the one..or maybe this word doesn't exist in my mind.. sounds funny huh,it is...maybe i will change my mind one day but definitely not now..hey,who knows what will happen in the future right,so just enjoy what you now,and don't make yourself regret..


Make it a rule of life never to regret and never to look back. Regret is an appalling waste of energy; you can't build on it; it's only for wallowing in.
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
Once upon a time,there was a girl called Shiow Hui..She lived in a family which is full of happiness..Her family was not that rich though..She got a parents who really dote on her as she is their own child and maybe the only daughter..And now,that little gal grown up but yet she is still the little gal in her parent's mind..And she knows that,she can be the forever little gal in front of her parents..No matter how bad is she,no matter how stubborn is she,no matter how naughty is she,her parents will accept her...She always proud of her parents..Maybe her parents are not that perfect than others but yet they are too perfect to her..They never say no to her and they will try their best to give her what she want..She is loving with what she had and feels glad about that..

And i am the little gal..



To the one who she love and she miss...



~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
      Babe,since when we start to know each others?I have no idea about that,such a short minded me...Is it from SM1? To me,you are such a special friend,the one who can laugh just because a very simple thing,the one who really have no image at all..You can laugh with me,play with me whenever and wherever....Do u still remember that we cried at old town?we are such a joke to others..but we don't really care about that isn't it?Do u still remember that we been crazy in the KTV room?make heaps of noise pollution....got a lot of complaints from others but yet we continued it...Do u still remember that we had a talk in your room?Do you still remember all those which happened around us?Bitch,we are just bitch enough,is it?

     Hey,i do miss the times with you,you know?the class which full of your aunty's voice is really entertaining...think that u gonna to kill me when you see this,but i know,u don't mind i said so..haha!!gal,i am going back soon,just wait for me ok?i wanna have fun with you!~!~and i know you are so bored there without me... :P  i admitted that i might seldom contact with me,but i do really miss you you know?especially when i feel like wanna be crazy with you...



A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.


~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
Why i am still here at this moment? That's not my night for me,isn't it? As i am just TOO bored,i googled for my signs of the Zodiac...


Traditional
Sagittarius Traits


Optimistic and freedom-loving
Jovial and good-humored
Honest and straightforward
Intellectual and philosophical


On the dark side....

Blindly optimistic and careless
Irresponsible and superficial
Tactless and restles



oops~am i being that?sometimes i do care about it but yet i don't really care at whiles...what the heck of that attitude is? but still,i am just who am i...no matter how much i had changed,to you,you and you~i am still the same....as we are best ever sista and buddy~

Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else.  ~Judy Garland
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
continue my awesome road trip here.....

       The 3rd days began....guess what time i woke up that day,it's 6.45 in the early morning..why i woke up so early after a clubbing night..it's just because that we have to check out at 10am sharp... ( should i say that Malayisian are too lazy or Aussie're too hardworking as in Malaysia we can check out at 12pm...) would it be too early?not really,because we have 7persons in one studio..that's mean we have to share 1 toilet..typical Malaysian..sneak into a room that is not supposed to be allowed..LOL..and,we did something mad again..we finished 15packages of Indomie within 24hours..it's too unhealthy!!!

        Time to leave again,this time we were going to Mt Tamborine..on the way to there,we had our lunch in a restaurant which is owned by a Malaysian..The lady boss there is too talkative (actually she just being kind),but honestly the food there is quite delicious~

       Hey,do you guys know what is glow worm?it's so fantastic..it's really small but still it can glow itself...i don't really remember the introduction about it,what i can remember is,it looks weird..LOL..here we go to see a sunset...lying on the grass,taking picture,laughing,singing..all about relax...sounds great right?sunset,sunrise,what i wanted to see i did it in one day~i love it...it's really tired though...overall,this trip make me feels that i am full of happiness..thanks to you guys~

Don't feel like wanna type out all the details..that's my limit to type so much...LOL



In the sky, there is no distinction of east and west; people create distinctions out of their own minds and then believe them to be true.





~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
such a memorable trip with u guys~it was exhausted though...

we set off on Wednesday afternoon,and get our rented car which is 889 KNS (our kanasai car,the thing that i thought about when i saw it :P)..yo..time to start our road trip!!!the 1st stop was sunnybank hills soy custard!!!~!~!~why we went there?i have no idea too,just too random...i think we just miss that soy custard.. :P LOL..and the next stop was Ikea meatball~!!~~we followed the stupid GPS and it leaded us to a place that we can't even see ikea,after asking local people,we just know that Ikea has been shifted...ridiculous~!how can Ikea been shifted...we decided to follow our CX's smarter iphone..and finally we were there~meatball meatball here we come....but still,after having meatball here,Malaysia one still better than here~bigger and more tasteful~but i felt so exaggerate as the meatball was my 3rd meal in that day..and the time was just 2pm...sounds that i ate a lot that day~but it was true..i can say that our 1st day of road trip was full of food~i had 5 meals that day...oh gosh..fat comes to me...what was the others two meals?uh huh~goluptious ( i should say cheap instead of tasty) seafood and chocolaty Max Brenner...

the next day we went to spring brook national park,thanks to CX's smarter iphone as we can get there safety..beacause the super noob GPS DON'T have GPS signal at that day!~!~it really stupid~!!on the way to Spring Brook,we met bush fire....awesome~it really cool...though it's quite dangerous also...such a good experience..although we went to the wrong waterfall,it still attractive...and another 1st time experience came,we saw a kangoroo at the roadside...it was so cute..but too bad,it jumped away so that we can't take a photo..eh hey,what to do at night?as u know,there's no night life in this aussie land..so that,we followed their culture,we went to clubbing that night as the jared gor said he wanna go..LOL..the club we went was so damn hot and suffocating~!i don't really like it and i prefer brissy one...luckily we don't have to pay for that,it's ladies night..and we don't even pay for a drink that night because we drank before we go..so conclusion,that clubbing night was totally FREE..the last 1st experience of that day,we saw a life porn!~!~!come on...they make love on the beach...what the..though they are open minded,don't they feel cold when doing such things on the beach?i am wondering about that...






oops~feels so tired now...



so ....






to be continued.................



happy 7 persons trip....we look gorgeous in this photo right?

XOXO,gossip gals

~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
boys and gals,
all my dear and darlings~
i admitted that i had changed a lot....
maybe the new me will shock u~
maybe it won't..
or should i say that's real me instead of new me...
i am just a devil indeed...
please be aware of me..
the devil is approaching you~
i am feeling bad some times..
but still~i will forget it in a seconds...
how bad am i? it should be over 100%... LOL
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
lol....another playful night...it was too crowded!!!!!!i cant even walked...it was quite fun though...i get shocked when i saw the line...it was so damn long!!!luckily they at front,so we don't have to line up..but so bad~i jumped the queue...i think those gals who were lining up will hate me~~ :P but something bad happened,i lost my earrings....so sad....i wore it for the 1st time and then it was gone..i have no idea where is it now...maybe on the floor of family...it was too crowded,and i have no idea when i dropped that...when i realized it,i just left one on my ear..and i nearly lost my bag...luckily blacky helped me to find it back...if not,sure gg...my passport,my phone,my money~lucky....thanks lot buddy....stayed with stupid wong in the casino until morning..there was someone crazy in the casino..i saw he exchange money like drinking water..all those are 100notes...and i think he win nearly to AUD1000 in that table..sounds crazy right...it is!!how i wish it could be mine~haha!!so damn poor....no more club..lol...



= i feel tired,but i just cant get in sleep =
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
cool~~~played squash at uni just now....it's fun...
and i had already decided that it will be my future sport in UQ......
thanks to CHING XIONG huh~~~my tutor and trainer.....haha!!
it's time to play a sport.....it's time for me to keep fit.......

i realised that i am so damn lazt these few days....
i am wondering why....trying to get an answer for me,but seems failed...
just without any reason....LOL
due to the laziness,i missed a lot of things....
i should have a video call with u...but i am just lazy to talk....
i should have a gossip with u,but it doesn't succeed...
guys,feel sorry to u all......i am just so weird....



= i miss u guys yet i did the different way =
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
babe,try ur best to do what i had told u...don't leave urself in that...
i will by ur side when u need me,so don't feel shy to tell me that...
i won't laugh at u,i won't say anything also unless u need that..

and so,i have to do that also though i made it...
but,still make it perfect...

run out of energy,but why am i still here?
have to write it down,but i have no idea how to start it....
listening to two is better than one now yet i don't agree it..LOL..
sounds stupid?? don't think so...
i am just that weird huh....so just leave me alone..
i am not emo..and i don't even feel sad..trust me...
i can make myself feeling better,and i never want to let u guys worry ~

stupid me...







= i'm not a alone =
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
oops.....gone bad though i am..


LOL...stupid guy,u made me feel a lil bit down last night..so bad huh...

oops~what if i tell u this..shocked u right?as what u shocked me...haha!~



= bad gal say YES =
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
yo~my mid term is over!!!!FINALLY....
let's party guys....make use of the holiday~!~!~
anyone who is free there please feel free to ask me out....i am FREE now.....

what should i do during this sem break?
whoa~lot of things are waiting for me..........
all my darlings~let's go.....
in a gay mood yet feel sad too..WHY?urh huh~complicated?



= i just like to party,like to p-p-party yeah =

~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
17 Sept 2005.....
four years ago~
the stage in CHS was full of all naughty student from SM2C1....
what for?that day was our big day....
we practiced for half a year and finally we stood on the stage...
the rays of light was surrounded us~
we tried to make the performance to the best and perfect....


















we laughed,we cried,we argued,
even though there is something ill things happened,that was part of our memory....
guys,do u still remember that day?i pretty sure that i am....
maybe i can't remember every single details,
maybe i seldom contact with u guys,
maybe i am the nerdy...
yet, i do care u guys lot, i do feel grateful to be in the same class with u guys for 3 years....
it made my life in CHS colorful...
and the most important thing is,
we're the best though not everyone agree.....
to others, we just a joke,just a passenger....
but we knew how important are we to each others....

after four years, we are still staying apart...when is the next gathering for us?is that coming soon?the laughter,the joke,the faces are still the same...all remain the same just because of we are the only SM2C1 2005....the only different things is,we getting older and older....





= A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out =

~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
thanks to youtube,i can see the awesome fireworks there,though i missed it last night....
i can see a lil' bit (just for few seconds -.-) of that lovely fireworks last night,i think i was crazy last night~i told weiqian that i felt so touching when i saw that,felt like want to cry~haha!!something wrong huh..


















I was so damn tired last night.
i can exactly feel the tiredness....
Everyone,i had worked for 11 hours yesterday~it almost half day gone...GOSH~!
BUT the full of energy me still can had a drink with my darlings after the fatigued job...i have no idea where's the energy came from,after standing for more than 11 hours,i can still walked back to my cutie home for 15 minutes.... salute me huh? LOL..and my friend told me that i doesn't look tired~hang out with my friend can recharge my energy huh,i think so....



i knew that something wrong with u~gal i am worry about that,but u just told me u are fine...sorry that i cant by your side right now..and i am just too busy these few days..can't even show my concern to u..i knew that u need us badly at that moment,but we are not there..so sorry about that~


= are u alright? =
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
I am drinking chardonnay again~the 1st reason that i bought that is the salesman recommended that but the dull me took the wrong one...and the 2nd reason is that the bottle of that is quite artistic...LOL...and the 3rd reason is....it's cheap~~~ haha!!


honestly,feels like want to have mcdonald right now,why?
because that i saw a mcdonald cup in my cutie house's dustbin..i am wondering who had that just now..make me feel like want to eat...but i do miss malaysia mcdonald hot milo lot~~i can't even change the drink to hot chocolate as my breakfast here as they didn't sell it in the early morning...duh~right?but i have no choices...as what weiqian said...i have no choices start from this afternoon~haha!!why?lazy to explain it...such a long story..such a poor life....LOL

have to work tomorrow~but if u ask me am i really wish to work tomorrow?my answer is NO~!!i wanna see the fireworks too~though it will be a big crowd and i don't really like it,i don't mind~i just wanna see the lovely fireworks~i missed two times here~and tomorrow will be the 3rd times...sigh~how i wish that i can be free tomorrow~but,too bad...impossible!~!~hope that i can see a lil bit tomorrow....

why i love that~a question to myself,maybe it just because of it is beautiful?i have no idea why i love fireworks too..what i know is,i will be very excited when i see that..such a weird personality huh?yup~it is...bullshit~~i am just who i am...lol




















= an enchanting night =
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
i was telling the story to weiqian in this morning...

me: i hurt myself again..
wq: how?
me: i was just stupid,i hurt myself by the eyebrow trimmer....
wq: how come?
me: haha,i didn't realised that i left it there with the cap off...and i tried to open it...i was just wondering why i cant open it,then i found that i hurt myself..haha!!
wq: (-.-) haha,don't try to committed suicide huh,feel free to tell me anything that u want to,we can have a talk..haha!!
me: whoa~how can i committed suicide with a eyebrow trimmer,it wont get me die and it just will let the blood come out nonstop..haha!!oops~don't tell others i try to do that ya...i will try to do it better next time...haha!!!

obviously,this is a meaningless topic,and we used it to kill the times which walked to lecture hall..such a tiring way....i am calculating how many wounds i get during this 21 years...the answer is,TOO MANY...i can say that i start hurting myself since i was born...i keep falling down,keep hurting myself by knocking something and lot of those foolish happenings surround me~~my life is full of wounds...haha!!

And i believe that i will die one day by hurting myself!!!



= another day past without *** =

??
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
finally i fixed my blog~~it takes me such a plenty of time..LOL!!
one of my friend just asked me that do i know what is fortune telling,
yeah~of cos i knew it...and he helped me to do that as that's his interest..
he asked me that have i found myself thinking too much during this year~
my answer is depends...why i said so....because that i have no idea too...
am i?maybe..i can't make a conclusion myself...
i don't even know that......

i start loving my blogging night,hence i am here now...
i can type whatever i want here,it's is great right?
as what i mentioned,am i thinking too much? (wondering)
the reason i like to be here is that i can put those extra things in my mind here...
this is the way that i clear it~


= all rubbish and nonsenses =
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
two weeks after,my lovely holiday will be there..i really need a holiday now~don't feel like want to study at all..what's wrong...i am not stress but i am not that relax also...the feeling is so weird~i should follow my plan to do all those things but i always failed...such a lost of self discipline....

there was something funny happened today..it made my time that waited for the bus interested..there was an uncle offered me and wanna fetch me to west end while i was waiting for the bus...the reason that he wanted to fetch me was that,as he knew there was no bus services during that time....but the funniest thing was,when i came out from my house,i saw a bus passed by AND i just took a bus from uni...i was wondering why he told me that..but he was just being kind..thanks for that anyways~~at first,i felt happy that i can had a free ride,but after think about that,i realized that that's so weird to take a ride and what if as he said,there was no bus services?how i get back home after that...so that,i rejected him...and continue waited for the bus..the efficient bus came after 2 seconds that the uncle left....funny~~~~~~


= tryna to get rid of that,and tryna to make myself happy =

~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
just backed from movie~~
UP UP UP!!!!!
it is a nice movie,by the way it is touching also~
whoa~~the boy inside is so damn cute...i love him...
the most important thing is,
i had singapore fried noodle today~!~!~!
singapore fried noodle u know...it's hard to find a same taste singapore fried noodle with malaysia one in brissy...
they all so weird,fried it with curry powder...but but but,i found a normal one today~!~!~
it is so damn happy.....and it is not bad too~

a stupid me did a stupid thing today AGAIN!!~
wanted to buy sauvignon blanc today,but i get the wrong one...
accidentally get a chardonnay,and i realized it after one hour~such a great me....
*applause*
hope that it will be nice as well,or else it will be hard to finish the whole bottle~

a stupid question to go...am i too boyish?
i think i am,that's why i always be brother with those guys..
and i rather do that than being too girlish...
sometimes i will be childish,
sometimes i will be hyperactive,
sometimes i will be so weird...
all those mean that i am just bad~



= you're so near to me,but yet you're so far from me as well =

~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
1+1 = 2
what a perfect ending....
but still,i prefer 1 for this moment...lol..am i that weird?
maybe...or just, i am too playful....

hungry again~sigh...non stop eating...
i should admit that my life full of foods....that's the reason that i getting fatter and fatter... -.-
hey hey,go back to my costing managerial,
i should stay late for watching movie...

buck up,and good luck to me too~


= another day past =
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
i am just too lazy.......what's wrong with me?can i be more hardworking..
apparently,it is so hard~ :P
always take exam as nothing...don't even think want to score it...
to me,it really just nothing~i am just spending money to buy a certificate....
too bad~maybe it is a negative thinking way...but whatever..LOL!!
starts missing my holiday,starts missing party time....
i am just too playful.......


= as the title,this blog is just an untitled blog =


1+1=2......
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
funny quiz again~we did it together and helped each other too....
that's what we called ---> friend...
--- quote from siew wern boss : no thanks,no sorry,that's freind... :P ---
but~feel so cheated,can we called that as a quiz?? haha!! wondering~
and something happened in the lil library (not that lil actually,lol)
feel so speechless...
after that super funny quiz,we went to hawken drive and had our dinner~
though it is not that delicious and the lady boss quite lan c,still enjoyed it,just because of u guys~and after that bla bla bla~~~~
yuuhoo,before i get back, i.....



i had a chocolate truffle ice cream~~~~~~~~yummy....it's nice...i love it..


= another night full of laughter and fun =
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
ya,be steady this time....
i always keep all as secret..like to do so?nope...just don feel like want to say it out..
and nothing special also~ :P
this time i can say it,i liked him before..BUT not now...
glad that i can get rid of him~ :)
hooray to myself....and say yeah to my single life also....
though we'll need someone one day,but maybe not now....
i do enjoy it lot....
wanted to write down what had happened today,but i just feel too lazy....
or maybe this is just a space to express my feeling but not for me to write down what had happened.. lol


just a blog to say that,I DID IT !!!!
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
i supposed to study right now,but i just cant concentrate...
i had a funny dream last night,i dreamt of u guys~~!!
i can still remember all the details,can remember all the faces..
hey guys~we drink together in the dream,you know what..
i can still remember that i am angry that you guys didn't left any liquor for me just because of i go out for a while~!
who knows u guys just want to play with me,keep the liquor~~too bad..haha!!
we had fun in my dream..yeah,sounds crazy right?It is...
we laugh,talk,and doing everything fun in there~
Am i miss u guys too much?ya,i am...
especially in the down time...
though i enjoy my life here,i still feel like want to go back,
i have those who understand me in the lil BP,
i have those who can always laugh with me at there...
i do really miss u guys lot~!

















But,still thanks to weiqian,siew wern,xin kei,chi jian,jared and blah blah blah...
thanks to be my group here~
i am glad to have all u guys..muaks!!
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
again...hyperactive...i should change this...
always out of control...what the!!!!!!
i hate that~!!
please do remind me not to do that again.....
i'll appreciate that~
arhh~~~
can't stop thinking...hate the feeling that i did something wrong!!!!
i will never do that.....CONTROL !!!!!!!!!!!!!
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
Riverside Mother Fucker~
i am listening to the song now...
whoa~i like this song..It nothing special,but i just like it... :P
happy comes to me again~maybe because of the dark chocolate...

i cleared my mind!~hooray....
A good news to me,i can handle it....
feel like wan to party,feel like want to drink~
this time it is not because of moody~
it just because of the gay mood~














Open your hand then you will get what you want,
the tighter you hold,the lesser you get....
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
oh no~~
it's so pain.....
Why am i so stupid?
It still pain though it is just a small wound..
i can hurt myself when i was washing my leg...
sounds stupid right? It is....


i'm getting well...
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
hey,listen to me....
i am not that fine now...
i need a talk,but who can talk to me?
just realize that,i have NO friend~
what the....

NOOB......
i always that noob.....
let it go please!!
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
i am a loser...
how i wish u can explain for that,but u didn't...
maybe this is for real.
though i don't really wish to,good luck to u still......

it's time to make my mind clear though i had said it for many times..
i have to do it NOW......
No more suffering,
moody stays away from me,
and happy comes to me......
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
i'm not in the right mood now,i keep talking with u guys though.
Don't feel like want to talk and i just wish to stay in my own space.
The loneliness comes again,
ya,is again!
How i wish you can by my side now,
how i wish there is a shoulder for me now,
but i know,nothing here right now.
What if i smoke,what if i become bad,what if i to be a stranger to everyone.
too many what if to me,but i just cant do that...........


again and again,speechless.......

~~ Sh!owHu! ~~














What are they doing?















The way to Klub Kandy,but without Xin Kei.
















In EKKA,welcome back gal~


To my dearest friend in this little Brissy~
Thanks guys....My life here is colorful with you guys~muaks....
NEW
~~ Sh!owHu! ~~
New start,
as what i know,this is my 3rd blog...
a new start for me,
and forget the past...

buck up~lighten up my life...