boys and gals,
all my dear and darlings~
i admitted that i had changed a lot....
maybe the new me will shock u~
maybe it won't..
or should i say that's real me instead of new me...
i am just a devil indeed...
please be aware of me..
the devil is approaching you~
i am feeling bad some times..
but still~i will forget it in a seconds...
how bad am i? it should be over 100%... LOL

lol....another playful night...it was too crowded!!!!!!i cant even walked...it was quite fun though...i get shocked when i saw the line...it was so damn long!!!luckily they at front,so we don't have to line up..but so bad~i jumped the queue...i think those gals who were lining up will hate me~~ :P but something bad happened,i lost my earrings....so sad....i wore it for the 1st time and then it was gone..i have no idea where is it now...maybe on the floor of family...it was too crowded,and i have no idea when i dropped that...when i realized it,i just left one on my ear..and i nearly lost my bag...luckily blacky helped me to find it back...if not,sure gg...my passport,my phone,my money~lucky....thanks lot buddy....stayed with stupid wong in the casino until morning..there was someone crazy in the casino..i saw he exchange money like drinking water..all those are 100notes...and i think he win nearly to AUD1000 in that table..sounds crazy right...it is!!how i wish it could be mine~haha!!so damn poor....no more club..lol...



= i feel tired,but i just cant get in sleep =

cool~~~played squash at uni just now....it's fun...
and i had already decided that it will be my future sport in UQ......
thanks to CHING XIONG huh~~~my tutor and trainer.....haha!!
it's time to play a sport.....it's time for me to keep fit.......

i realised that i am so damn lazt these few days....
i am wondering why....trying to get an answer for me,but seems failed...
just without any reason....LOL
due to the laziness,i missed a lot of things....
i should have a video call with u...but i am just lazy to talk....
i should have a gossip with u,but it doesn't succeed...
guys,feel sorry to u all......i am just so weird....



= i miss u guys yet i did the different way =

babe,try ur best to do what i had told u...don't leave urself in that...
i will by ur side when u need me,so don't feel shy to tell me that...
i won't laugh at u,i won't say anything also unless u need that..

and so,i have to do that also though i made it...
but,still make it perfect...

run out of energy,but why am i still here?
have to write it down,but i have no idea how to start it....
listening to two is better than one now yet i don't agree it..LOL..
sounds stupid?? don't think so...
i am just that weird huh....so just leave me alone..
i am not emo..and i don't even feel sad..trust me...
i can make myself feeling better,and i never want to let u guys worry ~

stupid me...







= i'm not a alone =

oops.....gone bad though i am..


LOL...stupid guy,u made me feel a lil bit down last night..so bad huh...

oops~what if i tell u this..shocked u right?as what u shocked me...haha!~



= bad gal say YES =

yo~my mid term is over!!!!FINALLY....
let's party guys....make use of the holiday~!~!~
anyone who is free there please feel free to ask me out....i am FREE now.....

what should i do during this sem break?
whoa~lot of things are waiting for me..........
all my darlings~let's go.....
in a gay mood yet feel sad too..WHY?urh huh~complicated?



= i just like to party,like to p-p-party yeah =

17 Sept 2005.....
four years ago~
the stage in CHS was full of all naughty student from SM2C1....
what for?that day was our big day....
we practiced for half a year and finally we stood on the stage...
the rays of light was surrounded us~
we tried to make the performance to the best and perfect....


















we laughed,we cried,we argued,
even though there is something ill things happened,that was part of our memory....
guys,do u still remember that day?i pretty sure that i am....
maybe i can't remember every single details,
maybe i seldom contact with u guys,
maybe i am the nerdy...
yet, i do care u guys lot, i do feel grateful to be in the same class with u guys for 3 years....
it made my life in CHS colorful...
and the most important thing is,
we're the best though not everyone agree.....
to others, we just a joke,just a passenger....
but we knew how important are we to each others....

after four years, we are still staying apart...when is the next gathering for us?is that coming soon?the laughter,the joke,the faces are still the same...all remain the same just because of we are the only SM2C1 2005....the only different things is,we getting older and older....





= A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out =

thanks to youtube,i can see the awesome fireworks there,though i missed it last night....
i can see a lil' bit (just for few seconds -.-) of that lovely fireworks last night,i think i was crazy last night~i told weiqian that i felt so touching when i saw that,felt like want to cry~haha!!something wrong huh..


















I was so damn tired last night.
i can exactly feel the tiredness....
Everyone,i had worked for 11 hours yesterday~it almost half day gone...GOSH~!
BUT the full of energy me still can had a drink with my darlings after the fatigued job...i have no idea where's the energy came from,after standing for more than 11 hours,i can still walked back to my cutie home for 15 minutes.... salute me huh? LOL..and my friend told me that i doesn't look tired~hang out with my friend can recharge my energy huh,i think so....



i knew that something wrong with u~gal i am worry about that,but u just told me u are fine...sorry that i cant by your side right now..and i am just too busy these few days..can't even show my concern to u..i knew that u need us badly at that moment,but we are not there..so sorry about that~


= are u alright? =

i was telling the story to weiqian in this morning...

me: i hurt myself again..
wq: how?
me: i was just stupid,i hurt myself by the eyebrow trimmer....
wq: how come?
me: haha,i didn't realised that i left it there with the cap off...and i tried to open it...i was just wondering why i cant open it,then i found that i hurt myself..haha!!
wq: (-.-) haha,don't try to committed suicide huh,feel free to tell me anything that u want to,we can have a talk..haha!!
me: whoa~how can i committed suicide with a eyebrow trimmer,it wont get me die and it just will let the blood come out nonstop..haha!!oops~don't tell others i try to do that ya...i will try to do it better next time...haha!!!

obviously,this is a meaningless topic,and we used it to kill the times which walked to lecture hall..such a tiring way....i am calculating how many wounds i get during this 21 years...the answer is,TOO MANY...i can say that i start hurting myself since i was born...i keep falling down,keep hurting myself by knocking something and lot of those foolish happenings surround me~~my life is full of wounds...haha!!

And i believe that i will die one day by hurting myself!!!



= another day past without *** =

finally i fixed my blog~~it takes me such a plenty of time..LOL!!
one of my friend just asked me that do i know what is fortune telling,
yeah~of cos i knew it...and he helped me to do that as that's his interest..
he asked me that have i found myself thinking too much during this year~
my answer is depends...why i said so....because that i have no idea too...
am i?maybe..i can't make a conclusion myself...
i don't even know that......

i start loving my blogging night,hence i am here now...
i can type whatever i want here,it's is great right?
as what i mentioned,am i thinking too much? (wondering)
the reason i like to be here is that i can put those extra things in my mind here...
this is the way that i clear it~


= all rubbish and nonsenses =

two weeks after,my lovely holiday will be there..i really need a holiday now~don't feel like want to study at all..what's wrong...i am not stress but i am not that relax also...the feeling is so weird~i should follow my plan to do all those things but i always failed...such a lost of self discipline....

there was something funny happened today..it made my time that waited for the bus interested..there was an uncle offered me and wanna fetch me to west end while i was waiting for the bus...the reason that he wanted to fetch me was that,as he knew there was no bus services during that time....but the funniest thing was,when i came out from my house,i saw a bus passed by AND i just took a bus from uni...i was wondering why he told me that..but he was just being kind..thanks for that anyways~~at first,i felt happy that i can had a free ride,but after think about that,i realized that that's so weird to take a ride and what if as he said,there was no bus services?how i get back home after that...so that,i rejected him...and continue waited for the bus..the efficient bus came after 2 seconds that the uncle left....funny~~~~~~


= tryna to get rid of that,and tryna to make myself happy =

just backed from movie~~
UP UP UP!!!!!
it is a nice movie,by the way it is touching also~
whoa~~the boy inside is so damn cute...i love him...
the most important thing is,
i had singapore fried noodle today~!~!~!
singapore fried noodle u know...it's hard to find a same taste singapore fried noodle with malaysia one in brissy...
they all so weird,fried it with curry powder...but but but,i found a normal one today~!~!~
it is so damn happy.....and it is not bad too~

a stupid me did a stupid thing today AGAIN!!~
wanted to buy sauvignon blanc today,but i get the wrong one...
accidentally get a chardonnay,and i realized it after one hour~such a great me....
*applause*
hope that it will be nice as well,or else it will be hard to finish the whole bottle~

a stupid question to go...am i too boyish?
i think i am,that's why i always be brother with those guys..
and i rather do that than being too girlish...
sometimes i will be childish,
sometimes i will be hyperactive,
sometimes i will be so weird...
all those mean that i am just bad~



= you're so near to me,but yet you're so far from me as well =

1+1 = 2
what a perfect ending....
but still,i prefer 1 for this moment...lol..am i that weird?
maybe...or just, i am too playful....

hungry again~sigh...non stop eating...
i should admit that my life full of foods....that's the reason that i getting fatter and fatter... -.-
hey hey,go back to my costing managerial,
i should stay late for watching movie...

buck up,and good luck to me too~


= another day past =

i am just too lazy.......what's wrong with me?can i be more hardworking..
apparently,it is so hard~ :P
always take exam as nothing...don't even think want to score it...
to me,it really just nothing~i am just spending money to buy a certificate....
too bad~maybe it is a negative thinking way...but whatever..LOL!!
starts missing my holiday,starts missing party time....
i am just too playful.......


= as the title,this blog is just an untitled blog =


1+1=2......

funny quiz again~we did it together and helped each other too....
that's what we called ---> friend...
--- quote from siew wern boss : no thanks,no sorry,that's freind... :P ---
but~feel so cheated,can we called that as a quiz?? haha!! wondering~
and something happened in the lil library (not that lil actually,lol)
feel so speechless...
after that super funny quiz,we went to hawken drive and had our dinner~
though it is not that delicious and the lady boss quite lan c,still enjoyed it,just because of u guys~and after that bla bla bla~~~~
yuuhoo,before i get back, i.....



i had a chocolate truffle ice cream~~~~~~~~yummy....it's nice...i love it..


= another night full of laughter and fun =

ya,be steady this time....
i always keep all as secret..like to do so?nope...just don feel like want to say it out..
and nothing special also~ :P
this time i can say it,i liked him before..BUT not now...
glad that i can get rid of him~ :)
hooray to myself....and say yeah to my single life also....
though we'll need someone one day,but maybe not now....
i do enjoy it lot....
wanted to write down what had happened today,but i just feel too lazy....
or maybe this is just a space to express my feeling but not for me to write down what had happened.. lol


just a blog to say that,I DID IT !!!!