i supposed to study right now,but i just cant concentrate...
i had a funny dream last night,i dreamt of u guys~~!!
i can still remember all the details,can remember all the faces..
hey guys~we drink together in the dream,you know what..
i can still remember that i am angry that you guys didn't left any liquor for me just because of i go out for a while~!
who knows u guys just want to play with me,keep the liquor~~too bad..haha!!
we had fun in my dream..yeah,sounds crazy right?It is...
we laugh,talk,and doing everything fun in there~
Am i miss u guys too much?ya,i am...
especially in the down time...
though i enjoy my life here,i still feel like want to go back,
i have those who understand me in the lil BP,
i have those who can always laugh with me at there...
i do really miss u guys lot~!

















But,still thanks to weiqian,siew wern,xin kei,chi jian,jared and blah blah blah...
thanks to be my group here~
i am glad to have all u guys..muaks!!

again...hyperactive...i should change this...
always out of control...what the!!!!!!
i hate that~!!
please do remind me not to do that again.....
i'll appreciate that~
arhh~~~
can't stop thinking...hate the feeling that i did something wrong!!!!
i will never do that.....CONTROL !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Riverside Mother Fucker~
i am listening to the song now...
whoa~i like this song..It nothing special,but i just like it... :P
happy comes to me again~maybe because of the dark chocolate...

i cleared my mind!~hooray....
A good news to me,i can handle it....
feel like wan to party,feel like want to drink~
this time it is not because of moody~
it just because of the gay mood~














Open your hand then you will get what you want,
the tighter you hold,the lesser you get....

oh no~~
it's so pain.....
Why am i so stupid?
It still pain though it is just a small wound..
i can hurt myself when i was washing my leg...
sounds stupid right? It is....


i'm getting well...

hey,listen to me....
i am not that fine now...
i need a talk,but who can talk to me?
just realize that,i have NO friend~
what the....

NOOB......
i always that noob.....
let it go please!!

i am a loser...
how i wish u can explain for that,but u didn't...
maybe this is for real.
though i don't really wish to,good luck to u still......

it's time to make my mind clear though i had said it for many times..
i have to do it NOW......
No more suffering,
moody stays away from me,
and happy comes to me......

i'm not in the right mood now,i keep talking with u guys though.
Don't feel like want to talk and i just wish to stay in my own space.
The loneliness comes again,
ya,is again!
How i wish you can by my side now,
how i wish there is a shoulder for me now,
but i know,nothing here right now.
What if i smoke,what if i become bad,what if i to be a stranger to everyone.
too many what if to me,but i just cant do that...........


again and again,speechless.......

What are they doing?















The way to Klub Kandy,but without Xin Kei.
















In EKKA,welcome back gal~


To my dearest friend in this little Brissy~
Thanks guys....My life here is colorful with you guys~muaks....

New start,
as what i know,this is my 3rd blog...
a new start for me,
and forget the past...

buck up~lighten up my life...